Are you feeling comfortable with your daily life now ?
Are you paying all your commitments without any hesitation as usual?
Are you still spending on anything that pop out in your mind as usual?
Are you giving your best to your loved one as usual?
If you have more than a YES , CONGRATULATION ! You are the luckiest population among the market now !
The whole world is discussing about the coming disaster . Everyone is watching on their daily budget and working hard to improve daily needs. Some even start worrying about their family meal expenses .. or even bills…
It is affecting every single stream and you’re the luckiest if you fit into any YES above..
Today, I had a coffee chat with a friend who started his value investing more than 10 years ago. I told him that i hope i learnt how to manage my capital way way WAY earlier so that i have even more bullets now for the coming opportunity.
However, there are many many more who yet to even explore what i am experiencing right now.
You don’t go to the war naked. Equipped yourself with fighting weapons , chance only given once , especially the super sweet one!
I am on local stock market in the day time and now let me check on my other investment portfolio before welcoming another possible red day tomorrow ! Gambateh!!! <3
I had a fruitful catchup with my UCSI class mate yesterday .
We were F4 back then. The 4 cheeky girls that usually hanging out together during our uni time. A lot a lot of memories. It just felt like yesterday.
Now, the 4 of us hardly keep in touch. Just messages over FB/Insta or occasionally WA . We were in the same course : Food Science & Nutrition , but only 1 of us actually continue our career path on the related field. The rest, totally out of your expectations.
Our topic was mostly about our current personal life and career . I got much more excited when we were into the same investment line aside from our main job.
We were dining at one of the wine bar in Bangsar. They serve food and beverages despite their shop is just halved and fully stocked up with wines and alcohols. We were then realized that our meals were served by the other restaurant opposite this wine bar. I guess, the same owner , or maybe JV.
If you’re familiar with Telawi @ Bangsar, I am sure you do notice about the high turnover of the shops there. Maybe, the same owner but different brands. But still, those shops keep changing. Other than the crowds hanging around with beer which prices are getting more competitive , I hardly see much crowds around anymore compared to last time.
Business is even more harder nowadays. Acknowledge me if there is any industry that are doing so great and evergreen. Else, running a business required high passion and hard works and great leadership and great team and good social skill and good network and with great funds in which ever way the business is funded. So so so many things in considerations before you start a business and costing incurred in every bit of them.
I am in real estate. I am an agent selling properties and manage the renovation rental for my investors and tenants. Agent need not much capital but as long as you willing to learn , willing to take in all hardships now, you will definitely be there to enjoy life you have been always wanted.
It seems easy. So easy that nowadays, you just need to throw a stone and it will hit an agent . Be it insurance agent, property agent, product agent , they are everywhere. We see luxury houses ,cars and watches in Facebook posted by agents everyday. Is it that easy that every agent earn this great life ? I am sure most of the viewers wanted to be like these highflyers.
The fact is always cruel. Many of the great photos in Insta and Facebook are for marketing purpose. Feel and imagine this scenario : When you wanted to order the super juicy looking american-styled burger with loads of cheese and vege and fresh tomato slices on the menu and it turned out to be dry thin layer of burnt meat with flaky bun with almost-cant-see cheese and dying tomato… Please relate.
Nothing is easy escially at this current market situation. We all are struggling and only the stronger wins!
That comes into a conclusion which highly related to what I am doing lately. Stock market is the platform where hundreds of businesses are listed . Investors or traders are the business owners.
For example, face mask is on high demand recently due to the CoV around the world. We know that selling mask is definitely a win now ! But, are we going to spend millions of dollar as initial capital to build/rent factory and machines to manufacture mask and sell now ? Put aside capital, it takes time and workers needed. How fast and efficient can you really set these up just to sell mask now with no experience , no workers, no database, nothing ?
Invest into Harta , Supermx , Kossan, Carepls, LKL, ETC !!!! Some of you might be wondering what am i taking about .. These are the listed companies which are benefited from CoV incidents and their shares prices have been greatly increased.
To set up a business, you need big capital . If the business fail, it might be not possible to take back any of your capital or even got into debts.
However , to invest in good business in KLSE , just invest with any amount of capital you are comfortable with! If the business fail, just protect your capital with minimal loss and continue invest into another good business and so on!
This is why i am loving what i am doing now. I am not just buy and sell a counter but running business without hassles .
Till here and my Mac is dozing off soon with low bat . See ya <3
In Thai, ‘5’ which is pronounced as ‘Ha’ is bringing the meaning of happiness.
I am supposed to be a happy go lucky girl , i thought…
I always think that being a happy person will be always the luckiest person.
Even though my life have been accidentally treating me badly in the recent months… I am still believing in happiness attract good luck. Thus, i have been trying my best to ignore the negative incidents that have been attacking me continuously …
For now, i need to get rid of my cars. It is getting bit too headache for me to handle so many cars alone…
Cars For Sale:
Proton Saga 1.3 Auto (2009) White – RM10,000 (nego)
It is also the first day that i can finally fully concentrate on something that chase me away from the memories.
4 x 4 = 16
sometimes, i really think that there are some kind of mysterious energies that couldn’t be seen to make everything seems like interrelated.
It was the most heartache day that i almost lost myself.
Since then, i realised i have been suffering from easily foreseeable consequences that i kept holding tight for the past few months…
It’s fascinating how much of a strong filter that heartbreak can have on your life. It is so powerful that it stop becoming an emotion . Instead, it’s like part of the body that you wake up with it, you go to bed with it , you eat with it as if like it’s your constant companion… It’s.. just .. too crazy to even tell you that i do not know how to tell how much damages it cause to my body and mind… no one understand how i truly feel…
My body was highly filled with C2H5OH and my mind was well hallucinated by the ethanol family too..
It is going to mark the day to end the memories. Exactly a month away from one of my big day in my life.
In my previous post, i mentioned about smiling depression.
Many comeback saying that they’re facing the same situations.
You have to walk out from it. No one else can help you if you don’t help yourself.
The future will be better tomorrow!
Now, I am occupying myself with intraday trades.
I guess, sooner or later, my blog will be floated with the 4 digits counters and charts !
Oh ! and i’ve got to ask for the best advice for the eye care remedy now.
I am facing the screen for almost 23 hours everyday.
With 1 or 2 hours sleep recently, i need no eyeshadow at all.
Another nice catch up with a pair of sweet couple whom i knew for a decade. The more they mentioned about the past memories of how we used to hang out, the more i recalled back myself about how happy go lucky i used to be… and right now, i am reading about smiling depression..
Sitting in front of me, their cheeky smiles are so undeniable sweet.
I don’t remember when was the last time i opened up myself and laugh unconditionally..
Time have no mercy.
I thought i have so much time to slowly pick up things that i have been puzzling. People comes and leaves without me realising when did they started to walk out from my little life circle..
The non-stop 2 hours conversation brought up so much memories.. people, moments, and so on… many scenes had slipped away from my brain without me realising it too..
Sometimes, i do suspect that i went through some incidents that caused me memory loss… or i might be having selective memory loss ..
I envy this sweet little couple. I envy how real they being to each other. I envy their glowing happiness .
While i am being seen as a carefree sunshine , i am smiling and struggling with depressive thought on a daily basis.
Smiling depression often goes undetected.
Those who are suffering from it often discount their own feelings and brush them aside. They might not even be aware of their depression or want to acknowledge their symptoms due to a fear of being considered “weak” especially when you have been somewhere that you never want to be seen weak.
Some common symptoms of smiling depression are feelings of anxiety, fear, anger, fatigue, irritability, hopelessness, and despair. Those suffering from this and other forms of depression may also experience problems sleeping, a lack of enjoyment in pleasurable activities, and a loss of libido.
I am lucky that i dozed off immediately whenever i am at a comfy position. I have no sleeping issue. But, i appeared like i am. I always fight against my tiredness , keep myself awake to read, learn, or do some random exercises .. and the reason is to keep myself occupied to avoid smiling depression..
In career, my confidence is unbeatable. My little success story doesn’t come and knock my door in a easy way. My voice and my words state a point from my view. I love what i am doing, now and always. It’s the passion that drives!
In life, my character brought me further than who i could be. I love extreme sports, i love speed, i love challenges, i love achievements.
I try to achieve most of the things that i used to dream when i was a child. The things that i always thought i might not have enough time to achieve.
Well , maybe… this could be one of the reason that caused the mini undetectable depression within me.
I don’t own my freedom when i was younger, i do not have childhood memories. All about my childhood were about trophies and achievements.
“You have to be better. Or , you don’t belong to here.”
That was the little black voice whispering 24/7 to remind myself to work harder and strive for better me.
“You have ran so far, you shouldn’t stop here” again…
People in real life telling me to take a step back, think. In mandarin, we called it “天时 地利 人合”. It means, the opportunity happening at the right time with the right people.
Here comes all the forces around me. Forces that couldn’t be seen. It will then formed some kind of energy which silently attacking the innocent mind.